The Awakening
My life changed completely in 2015. I was midway through my first year of college at Sonoma State University when I received news that my childhood home had burned down in a massive wildfire, claiming the lives of our two beloved cats and all of our possessions. The release of energy that the fire unleashed awakened the deepest parts of my soul in what I now see was a jarring shake to awaken and embrace the reality of my existence on this earth as a spiritual being, as well as a survivor of childhood sexual, emotional, and physical abuse. I left school and focused the entirety of my energy upon healing work.
My artwork began to mirror my healing journey. As I was processing the unexplainable emotions of healing from PTSD, I experimented with abstract splashes of color thrown loosely and passionately onto the canvas, my love of realism temporarily washed away by the need for unconventional and immediately impactful expression. As I became present in my life and started to return from the dark abyss of uncovering trauma, my art began to take form once again in the faces and figures of women. I began to hybridize my style to explore ways to mesh the tangible with the intangible- realistic depictions of the human form with spiritually inclined subject matter.